The “internals” as I like to call the people who TRULY understand what’s going on between me and One TRUE BAE knows what I am doing is out of love.
We’re both OVERWHELMED
He blocked me off social media not to ignore me pero to protect me.
To let me think about myself!
Trust me… I know his TRUE secret all along was to protect me through his friends…. Many Neumannites and the Pledge/Initiated members at La Salle University 2016…. Yes, I know
There’s more things I explained in my IG pero that was it! HE IS MY PROTECTOR
MY blog on March 15,2016! Wow! ironic how that date was, which I will talk about in future posts~
2/2/17: when I went to the CRC! I knew he was protecting me with that no contact order form. That was HIS plan! I trusted him and everyone else~ I truly and genuinely know it!
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH FOR THAT!
I proved to people that, yes, I am guarding my heart, but I am listening to my heart and senses when I feel like something bad/ good is going on with him!
People might think it’s becoming TOO obsessive, but this is TRUE AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND SACRIFICE for Two Explorers @ La Salle University in Philadelphia!
It’s embarrassing for the both of us kasi the way that I expressed my feelings was on social media… The way he expressed his feelings was through his friends and being in the main business classes I was in… Trust me, I cracked the code! I always do… LOLZ
2/10/17: I made A HUGE sacrifice a couple nights before to withdraw ultimately from University for the rest of the year, which is damn scary I should say, but I did it for Bae!
Everyone knows what I’m talking about since its TRUE 1 Corinthians 13!
Now it’s MY turn to impatiently wait 1 Corinthians 13
I thnk about him on the daily kasi the next time I’ll see him!
OH! that will BE something more! ever since out Financial Accounting Days!
I feel like we’re freshman again! Innocent, young, wild, free, stupid, new, scared, frustrated, confused, like… Wwwwwhhhhaaa IN LOVE
Love is a scary thing
Ever since January 26,2017! that’s when our hearts linked together
Since I saw it in his eyes that there were events behind closed doors when he wasn’t there to protect me, which I know made him SO ANGRY!
I know behind closed doors he felt like he betrayed the trust and vow he wanted for me since March 15,2016 to protect me~ or maybe even before Spring Break 2016….
Yes, I So DAMN love him for that!
This is serious!
I love you SO much One TRUE BAE! I am halfway around the world for YOU dammit!
Extinct specious! I’m surprised you’re still existing! Go to the Ben Franklin Museum… You’ll meet your Fam in the Jurassic World Exhibit! LOLZ
I wanted to go there… Ugh! praying I’ll go back to Philly in April!
I truly am praying…
Whatever is happening to you at La Salle, just know OUR friends will be there to protect you!
Rugby saved OUR lives and the special sport led us together…
Now, dear special Explorer form a tiny island outside of New Jersey, are you ready to sail across the world with this Explorer from a tiny Island called Guam?
If so, then we’re ready to set sail on this crazy ocean called L.O.V.E
1 Corinthians 13:13
Two little Lambs in love
With God as the ultimate Protector and Savior 😀
I love yoU! Mahal!
Now, don’t think of me too much! I bet its killing you that you don’t see me on the daily… hehe! Guess what? ako ren!
*kisses and loves*
I love yoU!
wow… when did I become this sappy? gross…. Cooties.. well, they become STD’s when puberty hits… even MORE guh-ross!
enough na.. I need to be in full single mode again while my heart is Madly in love
My brain is like Squidward
My heart is like Patrick
My whole BODY is like Spongebob!
PS! I miss the NASTAYS LOADS… Let’s Skype and watching White Chicks together babes!
Mahal Ko Kayo!
I’ll write to you soon!
Faith. Hope. Love!
I’m battling this fight called LOVE! until we reunite again mahal!
-Bea Hernandez Arcilla